It's All Started After Three

Restless under gloomy light,
My eyes won't close tonight,
Feel's like something on my lids,
And I'll never found peace,
When it's all started after three

Try to sleep, thinking of sheep,
All useless after 269 count,
My body extremely tired,
My brain obviously don't,
And it's all started after three

Take a book, read it out loud,
Hoping it'll smashed my face sooner,
But end up scratches my heart with it words
Joy was far away and fear become near
Why it's all started after three?

-long ago Memory Lane-

Now I Remember

Aku blurr tak tahu nak tulis apa dalam bahasa apa. So, bila ternampak beberapa tulisan biru dalam folder draft, aku tekan jelah. TADAA!!! (Padahala new entry muncul kat atas sekali kot. HAPPADAH)

GOWWWIN’ UP!!! (^_^)

Now I Remember

Aku blurr tak tahu nak tulis apa dalam bahasa apa. So, bila ternampak beberapa tulisan biru dalam folder draft, aku tekan jelah. TADAA!!! (Padahala new entry muncul kat atas sekali kot. HAPPADAH)

GOWWWIN’ UP!!! (^_^)

A Start From A Fool Scene 3

Maia get into the front stage with her right broken leg.

She is standing in front of a woman, a man and a chair.

The woman ask her.

‘What’s wrong with your leg?’

Another guy came in before Maia start answering.

He open the door and straight to the empty chair.

He is drinking straight from a mineral bottle.

‘Sorry guys, I’m late but I’ve seen an incredible performance today at our lobby. Please continue.’

Maia thought she had seen that guy before but that place is too dark and a big light only showed to her.

‘Miss Maia?’

‘While I at the lobby a guy told me to break a leg. So I do it.’

The guy that drinking spilled all his drinking water at the table.

He look straight at Maia.

The woman ask,

‘Do you know this girl, Jerry?’

The guy said,

‘No. I just… this… this drink is so bad. GIVE ME ANOTHER DRINK!’

The woman focus on Maia again.

‘Miss Maia. Break a Leg is a proverb. It’s mean good luck.’

‘Well, as you know, I’m not very pro about the verb and one of myUmi’s quotes’ is Don’t Believe Any Stranger.’

Maia put her hands in the air and look up as someone up there smirking at her.

‘I get it now. Thanks for reminding me. THANKS A LOT!’

The guy in the middle said,

‘How you want to dance if you have a broken leg?’

Maia put a fox smile at her face.

‘It’s mean that I don’t get the job, right? Oh well… HIT IT!’

Maia danced and hold her pain at the same time.

The guy in the middle stopped her.

‘Stop it. YOU ARE THE MOST HORRIBLE DANCER!’

Maia stopped.

Her fox smile still at her face.

She take a bow and move to the backstage.

The first jury complain.

‘Huh, I just think that girl just want to take our pity to cover our misjudge. She doesn’t have any talent at all.’

Jerry said, as cool as he can be,

‘She got talent. She just dumb.’

‘Excuse me? Have you seen her dancing?’

Jerry smirked, put a CD in front of her nose.

‘As the matter of fact, yes I have. Both legs.’

*kisah ini sekadar suka-suki buat selamber badak. Tak pernah terfikir pasal ending. But I try to finish it. and mind my grammar, or grammy or whatever they call ‘tatabahasa’ in English.

GOWWWIN’ UP!!! (^_^)

AKTA DIGITAL: IS IT NECESSARY?

http://www.bharian.com.my/articles/RIMharapAktaDigitaldiluluskan/Article/

FINALLY!!! After years and years of complaining. But it still a long journey to our local MusicCreator. And while waiting for this ‘Akta Digital’ to be ‘diluluskan’, I believe there’s a lot of people around the world (The WORLD, babeh…) still use the simple, free but ‘music industry-killing’ method to get their favorite songs. Even the singer himself *give a ‘WHAT!!!!’ look* (metaphor) if anyone show his cover album to be signed. (If you read every posts in my blog, you know…)

But I’m concern about this part in the article:

“Katanya, penjualan lagu secara digital seperti muat turun melalui internet dan nada dering melebihi daripada penjualan secara fizikal iaitu cakera padat (CD), malahan pada tahun 2014 nanti dijangkakan lebih 70 peratus penjualan lagu dibuat menerusi talian.”

Grande Problema! (for me-lah) It’s mean a lot of cd album will vanish, a bigger space for movie video ( I thought movie also facing the same problem), desperately needing Internet in life, and everyone must have PayPal(something that I can’t afford for about 5 or 10 ‘Years From Now’).

But hey, look at the bright side, ‘There’s no such thing as ‘free’ in this world’. You even need to pay 20 or 30 cent to use toilet. (Tak ada kena-mengena) You don’t need to suffering your ears listening to ‘The Worst Song Ever’ just because ‘The Greatest Song Ever’ is in the album too, and don’t have to waste your money, just buy what you want. It’s your money, not mine.

Back to the question, is the ‘Akta Digital’ necessary? YES! It’s really necessary. Just like everyone else, they need to be paid for their hard work. And downloading illegally will not make them richer. (are they?)

P/S: I love to find CD album, but I prefer to buy album with NO MINUS ONE. Why? Next time, next post.

TWEET FOR TODAY

@FazleyYaakob: Hati2 apabila men'tweet'kan kemarahan, kerana seringkali memperlihatkan kelemahan kita bukan kesalahan orang lain

And yeah, I finally deactivate my Twitter account. This app really make me feel like a professional stalker (who am I stalking?) Although I have a great time chatting with my favorite STAR (there’s a lot of artists that I had follow and followed me back. But this is not a grammar nor spelling error), the ‘feeling guilty to be a stalker’ thing really burden my heart right now and need to be stop! (can anybody change the fact that ‘stalking is wrong?’) 

HERO MALAYA…A DAY TO REMEMBER

#HeroMalaya is just a group in Twitter. Yeah. No big deal…

You talk, HAHAHA and done.

But this Twitter group has make a big difference or I can say, HISTORY today. This 20 (more or less, Aznil Nawawi, Fazley Yaakob, Kamal Adli, Iqram Dinzly, Farish Aziz, Adi Fashla, Imran Ajmain, Aliff Satar, Zizan, Altimet, Zahid, Syafie Naswip, Riz Ainudin, Erry Putra, Maulana, Zoey Rahman, DJ NasT) member of this group working together in the charity event.

They doing charity work in Carrefour Wangsa Maju (Pergi tadi tak jumpa pintu masuk, balik tadi tak jumpa jalan keluar). Ok, they want to collect money to give to the fund or any association. Same lame old excuse.

Well, that part, I was WRONG!!! They collect money  to help their friend, Bob Kuman to proceeding  his surgery. And no one know about this, including Bob himself (except #HeroMalaya, of course). At least they know where the money will go after this.

I think this method is better than come to his house, listening to his sad and sorrow story, give money and hamper, and thank you.

I came a little bit late to the event. When I took my first step in there, the counter were crowded. Thanks to Twitter, (although I don’t have any BlackBerry like they do) #HeroMalaya change their working location to the counter. They was like having a competition ‘Who Will Have The Longest Line At The Counter’ with the sound of ‘wisel’ everywhere. (Memang havoc habislah). But they worth it because the value of their hard work for 3 hours there were…

And they did not take the money.

There are 3 unforgettable moments for me there. First, how shocked Aliff Satar when I showed the cover art of his album. Ok, he did not expect anybody will bring his album to be signed or bought his album. (I think I had mention earlier in this blog, I’m NOT anybody)

 

The other moment is I got two free CDs from Imran Ajmain. His first album, ‘Dengan Secara Kebetulan’ (DSK) with sign at the cover, the booklet and the CD and the Singaporean duo, Sleeq’s second album, ‘Classiq’, with their signs too. I also got a huge poster from him. (Berbaloi aku sesat)  :)

  

It’s mean I have 2 DSK album. I will tell you next time how hard plus scared I was while searching DSK and Classiq. (AT least dia tak pakai topi dalam gambar ni. Tetiba…)  :)

The last unforgettable moment is… I DON’T WANNA TELL YOU!!! That’s the most EMBARASSING situation. Huh, don’t wanna talk about it here. ARGHH!!!

Back to #HeroMalaya. I hope this noble work will be continue, if not for Bob, maybe for other unlucky artists. Make me remember of an actor that had play role as the eldest brother in one of Hot Fm raya song, ‘Rindu Yang Telah Pergi’. If I not mistaken, Akim, Black and AG sing that song. Last news I got from him was about he was sick and he got donation from an association (didn’t remember what association, KARYAWAN maybe). (kenapa pelik sangat ayat BI aku ni?) What happen to him now? I’ve tried to find him in Google but no luck (except the raya MTV video with no credit).  

For Bob Kuman, you very lucky to have these buddies with you. It’s really hard to get friends that willing to help you without asked to be paid nowadays. Good luck with your surgery and we hope that the good news will fly to the air, Abang Bob!!! 

Spread the LOVE to your friends in your pray and to anyone you see along the way…

TWEET FOR TODAY

@aznilnawawi: yang susah kita tolong, yang senang jangan sombong.

By the way…

Are they #HeroMalaya?   (^_^)

GOWWWIN’ UP!!!

MY VOICE IS ON….LINE!

In my older post, I have told you about Planet Radio 2010.

That day, they open a booth that can record our voice. Just like a real DJ.

And today, they posted it.

You all can hear my DJ voice at this link:

http://planetradio2010.blogspot.com/2010/11/fatini-zulkarnain-planet-radio-2010.html

Not as good as the real DJ, but hey! Saya dah ada pengalaman berada dalam konti. (^_^)

One more thing, last night I watched Hip TV about ‘Artis Import Pilihan Hip TV’ and Imran Ajmain at No.6. Congratulations!!!

One thing that make me want to laugh last night was when they roll Imran’s VT, the name below did not showed ‘IMRAN’ but ‘KUMAN’.

Cindy, one of my younger sister found that error and asked me,

“Hey, is that the person who sing ‘Seribu Tahun’?”

“Yes.”

“When he changed his name?”

I just said:

“HAHAHAH!”

But I kind of agree with Richie Rachman. Imran is so big and so tall. This make me wonder between him and Aliff Aziz, who’s taller? (I never met Aliff Aziz yet. Maybe one day I will.)

The best thing about Imran:

He’s so… friendly! I just went to his show twice but he remember me. (^_^)

And 3 words from his e-mail to me that make  me stuck with his songs,

SAYA SANGAT TERHARU.

And I’m still waiting the album that he said he want to send it to me. (OPSSS!!! No one read my blog right?)

For Ahmad Imranullah bin Ahmad Husaini Ajmain (I hope I spell the name correctly),

‘Biarlah No.6 tapi zero Skandal, Gosip & Kotroversi daripada No.1 tapi…(“Lu Pikirlah Sendiri,” bak kata Nabil).

Kurangkan Segala Kontroversi, Tingkatkan Segala Prestasi!!! ( Sekali kuar pulak ayat fofular Fafau ngan Wahid)

P/S: This is my last post for this month. See you again in DECEMBER. (Again, no one read my blog, right?)

YEZZA!!!

SO SWEET… *BLUSHING, BLUSHING*

Last night, while I was watching ‘Bangku Kosong’ (The Empty Chair) on TV9, my mom give me an exercise book.

And this what I saw.

I asked her.

“Who made this?”

My mom just show me with her eyes, my cute little Princess that was sleeping at the couch.

I felt appreciated. From 9 faces that she saw everyday, (my dad in KL now, so there are 8 faces) she draw mine.

But I believe when she become 16 or 26, she will forget about this.

So, I just post it in my blog. Who know when I’m gone and blog become old-school in the future, at least she know that I really love her and her creative fingers.

Thank You So Much, Princess. :)

YEZZA!!!

ARE YOU SURE? THERE ARE NO SUCH PLACE HERE.

Last Saturday, (seven days ago), I had been invited to a program. It’s more like a talk. I was so happy because only 200 persons can join the program and I was one of them.

But the problem is, I don’t know how to go to the event. Luckily, they give a map.

 

 

So, I decided to bring the map with me. And guess what? I CAN’T FIND THE CAMPUS!

First of all, Sunway Pyramid have no four junction at the right side. You can find the junction after you passed a couple blocks of business building and a housing area. (Where I lost my matrix card (-_-lll. )

One more thing, they did not mention there was a ‘jejantas’ near the Sunway Toll. You know how GLAD I am seeing the ‘jejantas’? (FYI, I went there by 2 buses and my feet. No car included.)

I tried to ask the direction from the people around. A Chinese girl said,

“There were no such campus here. I think you lost.”

That was really make my heart broken to pieces.

So, I just walking and walking and keep asking people the place of the event.

Lucky me, there was an Indian auntie know where the campus is. I’m in the right path. (Segala Puji Bagi Allah…)

I found the campus. But I don’t know how to get inside it. The gate was shut and there were sounds of construction everywhere.

So, with a big smile out from my face, I asking an Indian guard not far from there.

“You need to walk around the gate and fences-lah. Then you will see a lot of car. There was a little gate at the car park. You can get inside the campus using the gate.”

I did what I’ve been told. And FINALLY… I’m in the campus. FUHHH…

My last journey, need to find the right building in the campus. They did not tell me specifically which building in the campus. So, I just went into the first building I see. Another four leaves clover, that’s the place they done the event. (And another Segala Puji Bagi Allah…)

Well, this is the event I was talked about.

 

 

Planet Radio 2010 (That had been wrote at the map). The event was really COOL, HAPPENING and UNFORGETTABLE. Jeremy, Ean, and Phat Fabes were SUPERB!!! At least I know DJ is not the only job in the radio industry.

If they want to do it next year, I will joined it again, with a proper map, please….

YEZZA!!!

A TALE FROM A VILLAGE

When I was a little girl, I love to go to my hometown in Besut, Terengganu. Specifically at Kampung Padang Tapong.

It’s a one-floor house. Lower floor was made from cement and upper floor was made from wood.

In Besut, there are always have big flood every year. So, when the water level in the river were rising, the lower floor will be our ‘pool’. We kept swimming in the ‘pool’ until the flood were over.

Everything change after my grandpa and grandma died. The house was bought by my grandpa and now it’s belong to my uncle.

The problem is my grandpa bought it without ‘geran tanah’ and someone who sell it to my grandpa was passed away years ago. My auntie, who live next door to the house, wanted to combine the house with her pink little house. My uncle did not want to take the deal. I don’t know why.

After that, we never went back to the house. I keep thinking, what will happen to the house.

Will the house fall to the ground without anyone taking care of it? I really love that house. That is why I have this crazy idea in my mind.

I have thinking about a reality show that really kept the ‘raya’ memories to the house.

The concept are simple. All they have to do was clean the house like they always do in ‘Hari Raya’ at their own village. Not only that, they also can create ‘pelita buluh’, ‘dodol’, or even can create their own ‘marhaban’ group if they want to. I don’t want this show to be a competition because it is about giving, taking and charity.

I got the ‘marhaban’ idea from a column called ‘Borak Pak Nil’ a few months ago. He really wanted to join the ‘marhaban’ group. How he himself join the community walking from house to house and recite ‘takbir’. 

Well, I don’t think this idea was great because of the problem that I told you above. And, who want to leave their village to go to this show?

Someone who don’t have their own village.

Or their village were actually a big city.

That just an idea to help the house stay still for a very long time.

I don’t have the photo of the house right now. But once I got it, I will put it in my blog.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!!!

‘Tangan Yang memberi Lebih Baik Dari Tangan Yang Menerima’.

YEZZA!!!