It's All Started After Three

Restless under gloomy light,
My eyes won't close tonight,
Feel's like something on my lids,
And I'll never found peace,
When it's all started after three

Try to sleep, thinking of sheep,
All useless after 269 count,
My body extremely tired,
My brain obviously don't,
And it's all started after three

Take a book, read it out loud,
Hoping it'll smashed my face sooner,
But end up scratches my heart with it words
Joy was far away and fear become near
Why it's all started after three?

-long ago Memory Lane-